I am not someone who will set, let alone stick to, a New Year’s Resolutions; however this year I decided to do it. Instead of finding a negative about myself and trying to change, I have decided 2018 will be my year of positivity.
This may be a shock to many of you, I am a very neagtive person…(What Devs? You negative) The best way to describe myself is optimistically pessimistic, a horrible oxymoron; but I promise I am not making it up! There is even a Buzzfeed list about it, so it’s like super legit.
This year I have decided to be a more positive person. Which is very hard considering that my favourite humour is infact self-depreciating! But as the almighty and all-powerful Rupaul said:
If you can’t love yourself, how in the hell are you gonna love somebody else? Can I get an AMEN up in here?
So this is finally the year I’m embracing me, doing things I want to do without the fear of the unknown.
January has been a month of change, positive change. I’ve had my first facial and pedicure (OMG Devs you’re actually like a real woman now!) , dyed my hair and completely overhauled my room. I feel like a new woman. And at this moment in time, I am, for the most part, happier; and for the first time in a long time I’m looking forward to seeing in the new year, without too much worry.